Thursday, December 24, 2009

only one....

this song remind me 2 her... she is now my only one... ak akn tunggu dier sampai bler2... 2 tekad ak... walaupun ak xder maksud pun nk wat dier marah tapi ak juz bgtaw keadaan ak nk g mner jer... tapi dier xsker so xper la... pas nie jgan report ag ok... 4 U, I MISZ U n I LUV U till my last breath... you're my only one... i xkan report ag... im sowi ok...

"Broken
This fragile thing now
And I can't
I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't
I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up
(So broken up)
And I give up
(I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only
My only one

Made my mistakes
Let you down
And I can't
I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't
I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
(Breaking up)
I feel like giving up
(Like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only
My only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only
My only one

My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only
My only one"

Thursday, December 17, 2009

dalam ati saya...

dalam ati saya ada awak,
dalam ati saya ada awak,
ari 2 kter gado,
saya men2 jer,
tapi awk ingt btul2,
saya xtaw nk wt cmner,
hmmmm....
sker ati awak la....
smlm kter berselisih,
saya wat dunno jer,
awak pandang saya,
saya wat dunno jgk,
eeee dglnye saya!!!!
saya nampak awk,
saya panggil awk,
tapi awk xtoleh,
sbb saya panggil awk dalam ati saya,
eeeee bodohnye saya!!!!
awk tego saya, saya wat dunno jer,
tapi awk xtaw, happynyer saya,
saya dga cter, awk da jatuh cinta,
sedihnye saya :-(,
awak kua tgk wayang,
saya pun sama,
awak kua ngan dia,
saya kua sorang2,
mlm 2 awk call saya,
ish kacau btul!!!
ngah tdo nie!!!
tp....saya layankan aja,
awak ckp awak da putus,
saya senyum sampi ke telinga,
tapi awak xnmpk,
saya cmer ckp....kcian nye awak,
ish....hipokritnye saya,
ermmm...arini ari jd saya,
tapi awak luper,
saya sedih sangat,
tapi..... xper,
awak bukannye sper2 pun,
awak mnta maaf,
saya senyum jer,
saya kata xkisah,
awak blanjer saya tgk cter hindustan,
ish!!!jiwangnye la,
tapi bez wut????
awak nampak saya,
awak trus balik,
saya panggil awak,
tapi...awak xtoleh,
saya cma nk bgtaw,
awak!!! lori....!
saya keja awak,
awak trus jln,
saya tolak awak,
awak jatuh,
saya nmpk lori,
btul2 dpn saya,
kalau la sempat,
saya juz nk bgtaw,
awk... saya SAYANGKAN awk,
saya CINTAKAN awk....

you are the only one

There are times I can't recognize myself
There are moments I can't feel
There are spaces that happiness can't fulfill
There are clouds not even sunshine can take away.

And though darkness gathers,
And though the silence just gets quieter,
The very thought of you,
And everything you do
Just makes me come around.


You're the peace inside my soul,
You're spirit of my heart,
You're love that I hold.
You're the magic all around me,
You're my bright and shining star.
You're the greatest friend of all,
And you're the only one.

If only you believed,
And saw me there in front of you.
If you let your heart love again,
You'll find peace as you wanted to.

And when all hope seems dull,
I will always pick you up.
If there's no way out,
You know I'll never give up.

And though darkness gathers,
The very thought of you,
And everything you do
Just makes me come around.
'Cause you're the only one.
You're the only one.

I wrote

I wrote your name in the sand
but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in the snow
but the sun melted it away

I wrote your name on the chalkboard
but the teacher erased it away

I wrote you name on the wall
but my mom painted over it

I spelled it in my alphabet soup
but I ate the letters (sorry about that)

I wrote your name in my heart
and there it will stay.

DECEMBER

"It’s December, a year has passed,
A year so slow, yet a year so fast.
It’s December, it’s when we met,

I saw your eyes, and my heart was set.
It’s December, how could it be?
A year has almost gone, yet you’re not with me.

It’s December, God tell me why,
He’s still not mine, no matter how I try.
I spend my nights drowning in tears,

My heart, it aches, so filled with fear.
A year has almost gone, oh how I knew,
The sheer impossibility of being with you"

4 u _ _ _ _

"semalam dan ari nie xde beze pun....
apakah esok atau luse ader ruang untuk ak bernafas????
bagaimana harus ak mmperthnkan ikatan ini sedangkan ak tidak mmpu memiliki kau...
ak tidak tahu bagaimana care ak nk luahkan kt kau....
ak sndiri xphm ngan perasaan ak kt kau....
ak nk kan cinta kau....
tapi ak x mmpu sbb ak tahu ak nie sper....
skang nie...
setiap nafas ak hanya utk kau....
ak cintakan kau..."

L.O.V.E

love is like a playing a piano....
1st u must learn how 2 play by da rules....
and then....
u must 4get da rules...
and play wif ur heart....
untuk bercinta....
banyak dugaan yang terpaksa kita hadapi....
kadangkala kita terpaksa melakukan pengorbanan...
itulah salah satu peraturan dalam cinta selain drpd mmbri dan merasai cinta...
jika kita tdk dpt melepasi segala peraturan tersebut....
kita perlu yakin dengan hati kita utk bercinta....
jika irama cinta x sumbang....
barulah dinamakan cinta....

ak sayang kau

Dalam satu kisah percintaan yang menarik. Sepasang suami isteri berjalan di tepi sebuah tasik yang indah. Kemudian mereka berhenti di sebuah bangku yang disediakan di tepi tasik. Kemudian si isteri bertanya kepada suami. Ini dialog mereka:

Isteri : Mengapa abang menyukai saya? Mengapa abang cintakan saya?

Suami : Abang tidak boleh menerangkan sebabnya, namun begitu abang memang menyayangi dan mencintai yang!

Isteri : Abang tak boleh terangkan sebabnya? Bagaimana abang boleh katakan abang sayang dan cintakan saya sedangkan abang tidak boleh menerangkannya.

Suami : Betul! Abang tak tahu sebabnya tetapi abang boleh buktikan bahawa abang memang cintakan Sayang!

Isteri : Tak boleh beri bukti! Tidak! Saya hendak abang terangkan kepada saya sebabnya. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain yang mempunyai suami dan teman lelaki, semuanya tahu menerangkan mengapa mereka mencintai. Dalam bentuk puisi dan syair lagi. Namun begitu abang tidak boleh terangkan sebabnya. Si suami menarik nafas panjang dan dia berkata "Baiklah! Abang mencintai Sayang sebab sayang cantik, mempunyai suara yang merdu, penyayang dan mengingati abang selalu. Abang juga sukakan senyuman manis dan setiap tapak Sayang melangkah, di situlah cinta Abang bersama Sayang!"

Si isteri tersenyum dan berpuas hati dengan penerangan suaminya tadi. Namun begitu selang beberapa hari si isteri mengalami kemalangan koma. Si suami amat bersedih dan menulis sepucuk surat kepada isterinya yang disayangi. Surat itu diletakkan di sebelah katil isterinya di hospital. Surat tersebut berbunyi begini:

"Sayang!Jika disebabkan suara aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau bersuara?

Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.

Jika disebabkan kasih sayang dan ingatan aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau menunjukkannya?

Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.

Jika disebabkan senyuman aku mencintai mu... sekarang bolehkah engkau tersenyum?

Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.

Jika disebabkan setiap langkah aku mencintai mu....sekarang bolehkah engkau melangkah?

Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.

Jika cinta memerlukan sebabnya, seperti sekarang. Aku tidak mempunyai sebab mencintaimu lagi. Adakah cinta memerlukan sebab?

Tidak! Aku masih mencintaimu dulu, kini, selamanya dan cinta tidak perlu ada sebab.

Kadangkala perkara tercantik dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu... ia boleh dirasai dalam hati